[cmi-marseille] gamble deprived

[Kit Farmer]

It is like that all around mein this state, just vibrant of life. It is out of all proportion, its the wrong way round; its anuisance. Now Im seepingback into myself, and theyre helping me. Iam so ignorant and they have to circumlocute; and that makes itinaccurate and vague. We are mightily and intensely pledged to your success.
They look Eke a double kind of image, with faint outlines-likeX-ray pictures. Failure to take advantageof our opportunity here means difficulty and bitterness later.
Only straininglydo we perceive the material. Hold your forces cleanly vibrant, not enervated with dilutingthoughts.
The ones who look black are the hermetically sealed typewho are not trying. I dont know what thosewords mean: I dont know enough about construction . I want to open my eyes; but theywont let me. They are showing me how to combine the two worlds. In thenext step I am going to collect myself. Thats the reason they dont let me see yet.
Its a sense of being broken up anddiffused from a dense, fixed substance. I asked her during one of herearliest experiences. Watch your foredetermination, particularizedforedetermination, not just hazy.
It does not matter much what the theory is,provided the reported experiences fit accepted truth. Likewise it is not a case ofavoiding consciously any specific thoughts.
But youve gotto stay up there, above the earthly senses.
I should like to be able to say it better, but the main thing inany form is to have it reach you.
I can go quite fast when I make myself that channel.
Then slowly Betty began to experience the simple firstfunctions of it. 
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